I recall one night at Healing Rooms the Lord spoke and said “You’ve received enough now, go to the back of the room and pray”. I went and started praying, in that moment a sadness came upon me like I’ve never experienced, I wept like a child and in that I clearly heard the Lord say “There is someone here who failed at killing themselves the night before. Now say what I said”. I got up and said what the Lord said and waited. Finally a man got up, walked towards me and confessed that the night before he tried to hang himself but the rope snapped. That night this man met Jesus for the first time.
You are never too far gone that Jesus can’t rescue you. He said He’ll never leave you nor forsake you.